reasons

oops...forgot who drew these brilliant creatures.

thought2

what is fascination?
is it like obsessing? or is it the wish that life holds all of the options and all you have to do is make the right choice---
And is that before you yogically realize that all of your choices are the right ones?
or conveniently placed in the moment before you become bitter and fall over into a stupor of turnpikes and turnoffs and cloverleaf traffic
and what if all of that was stopped by a kiss?
hmmm...maybe that's where the fascination comes in.

Short rant

Ever wonder why a certain song gets stuck in your head on repeat before you even know that you are experiencing the emotion that that particular song is expressing?


Anyone?


For instance, I had an arguement with an ex-boyfriend, and on my walk home, COMPLETELY unbidden "The End of The World" came whispering into my mind...you know the song "Why does the sun go on shining, why do the waves (something) the shore? don't they know, it's the end of the world, cause you don't love me anymore?"
The damn song was stuck in my brain, right up until he broke up with me a week later...
(nice right?)

Now, I know, and kind of knew then, that the song is a little melodramatic, but really, heartbreak feels like that...like there is a huge chamber of pain in the back of your head and your body has been hollowed out like a jack-o-lantern....waiting for a light.

Or, thinking of someone who is still in your mind and heart in a very quiet way, and Joni Mitchell starts to sing "You said love was touching souls...well surely you've touched mine, cause part of you pours out of me, in these lines from time to time..."