Sitting down to start this post the song appeared that I had hoped would surface in my Pandora loop -
"She's Saving Me" by the Indigo Girls....there is a calm sadness to this song...and sense of hope that begins an awakening of my own Empty.
"I was born with a hole in my heart
the size of my landlocked travels...
the sky pours out a biblical rain
the day so still the beauty gives you pain"
Empty skin has become a sweet
wander of small details
gestures of love and an
ability to want and lose....
and I wonder quietly where the Empty lives during happiness -
I think I am building something that explores both a sense of Have and Lost wound amongst small stories of the in between.
This one might need a script.